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Well, I mite actually be kinda getting the hang of this chemistry stuff. I went through a bunch of problems just now… Kait’s at work so I’m at the library. Yeah, she came back btw. I’m happy. Anyway, I still have some questions but hopefully I’ll get them answered during my meeting w/ the prof at 8 fricken 30 am tomorrow. Whatcha gonna do? I find it funny these little scanner things they have at the library. They go off so often that now half the people that it goes off for don’t even look back. Worthless. I wonder if anyone even reads these anymore… I mean besides Donny. But who cares about him anyway. I should tell all my friends to read it… but then they’d be all commenty stupid and crap and I’d have to be like shut up and they’d be all make me and I’d be all… block. That wouldn’t be fun. I’ll do it anyway. Where is everyone? Gah… all my loser friends are not online. this weegee board program this morning said “you are not slave” in responce to the question “is Kait cheating on me with my roommate?” Anyone tell me what that means? Not much of interest going on I guess. John got like 2.5 gigs of crappy temp internet files and such deleted by a program I gave him yesterday… so that’s cool. I tried to send him most of my music but the thing breaks when we’re both in the same room. If he’d log on while I’m here I could do it I’m pretty sure… but he’s lame and still has /\/\4c| \/\/@|< pop-ups so he basically stays offline as much as possible. sux0r huh. Well... hmm... I should prolly be working in some capacity. I'll study a bit of bio. Maybe fun things will happen later tonite. If they do I'll prolly not be updating this. :)

well, I was just trying to study and such. It’s hard and crap… mite have made a little progress though. Who knows. I’m really pretty sick of getting bad grades on everything except calculus. Quite annoying. I could become a become an art major or something. Or philosophy. Or maybe I should be a math major. Only problem with that is I’d take calc 2 or something and I’d prolly sux0r at it and start wanting to go back to chem and bio. *sigh* I dun wanna work, I wanna have time to play video games like my friends do. What bs. It’s not like the work actually even helps… as is obvious by my grades. I dun understand how the chem can be such a pain for me. It’s easy and I know it… just missing something and my chem teachers have never figured out what it is to teach me. this happened in every chem class I’ve taken. Only this one it’s worse because it’s college and such. 😛 Sux0r. Anyway, nothing has happened xcept for work and sleep. lame as usual. I’ve been working for a week so that I mite not fail this stupid chem test… but it’s not looking good. I think I’ll study some bio now just for a change in pace.

Well, it’s been a while since I’ve updated… but… get used to it. I’m trying to study atm. Studying is hard. I’ve never done it before. I don’t like it. I think that part of why it is hard is because the professor won’t let us use the Henderson-Hasselbalch equation… and that’s what the book tells you to do. How cool is that huh? Another cool thing happened today. I tried to sign up to go see my professor for help… and I did… but then the list disappeared some how so a new list… w/o my name on it… that part is important… was formed. While I was in biology… which is this class I take that’s important… the list got all written on by other chem people in need of help. So… no help for Gene. Gene is 73h 5uc|<. On the plus side I got a little bit of extra time to hang out w/ Kait before she left for the weekend. She went home and saw her brother's school play. Apparently it r0x0red... which is cool. I'm tired cause we played D&D until like 3:30am this morning and I have to wake up and go to class and all. I can't really sleep tho... have work and John and Dimitri are in the room playing video games... and I have this thing where screens keep me awake pretty much regardless of what is on them. Not to mention people and fun and such. I miss Kait though... she mite get Minerva fixed over the weekend. That would be p3\/\/n! I miss the days when Kait and I could both be on the computer at the same time. I dunno how she's lived so long w/o a comp. She is on a lot of perscription antidepressants though. Besides school, sleep, D&D, and Kait there hasn't been anything happening I don't think. I didn't really give a good update of easter... but nobody cares anyway. Umm... we leveled in D&D last nite... that was my first real level in D&D since I got to college. Exciting stuff. I should go back to doing work. If any of you would like me to actually tell them anything about anything just ask. I find it difficult to just write everything and hope that some of it is of interest. Not that difficult really... cause not that much happens. I hope Kait fixes Minerva and plays BF:V on my guilds server and becomes all uber and then I play too and get all uber over the summer when I'm not forced to work all the time and such... hopefully not forced to work all the time and such. maybe my guild can hook me up w/ a teamspeak server so that I can play D&D w/ my college buds even when we're all in 3 different states and such. Stupid them... not living w/ me. They dunno what they're missing. Starving to death cause you have to get ur own food and ur too lazy to move... dying of boredom if the internet goes down for even a second... waiting in line for even crappy movies because everyone within a 400 mile radius goes to ur movie theaters because there is nothing else to do... there are some good thigns tho. This ramble no longer amuses me. You all should update ur lj more too... don't follow my example. If you do then maybe I'll be inspired. I'll at least comment. I'm sick of only reading Donny's and I'm too lazy to find my own friends. :)

Well, been a while since I’ve been busy. Went to John’s house for dinner on Easter… that’s today. Good stuff. Talked w/ his rents a lot and played some GC games. I sux0r at monkey fight. Anyway, apparently I didn’t make them too unconfortable and such. I need to update my diet. Whatever… write more later.

Well… Kait’s going with deeksha to dinner. I guess I’ll head over there until she leaves. I think deeksha’s getting sick of me pretty quick though. But, Kait doesn’t want to come see me and I want to see her so I guess I’ll inconvience Deek. *shrug* I went thru all the levels in Ms. Pac Man earlier… only got 143k tho… got kinda jewed a couple times :P. still cool. Classes are not yet decided… but I’m closer. Other than that no work as been completed. I’ll get busy after Kait goes to dinner.

Well, another day another walk to the library. Unfortunately this one sorta defeated the purpose… Kait wasn’t here. Oh well. I got my bio test back today and I so didn’t fail. 63% baby. 😛 I suspect it was below average… I dun really know tho, they didn’t say. *sigh* anyway… my science profs are crazy atm. I have both a bio and chem test on the same day now that chem pushed back a week. That might mean that next week i have no tests… not sure. Either way I’m screwed. I’m trying to pry myself from Kait so I can study… not that I actually do. Calc test has not been returned to me. I hope I am still getting a good grade in that class at least. Oh well… now Kait is trying to get me to walk all the way back from the library to see her. So I won’t get work done… I carry my heavy backpack half a mile… and I’ll still only get to see her a little bit… Blah. I’ll prolly end up doing it. So the plan is to do a lot of homework today so that I don’t have to do it the rest of the weekend because inevitably the rest of the weekend will be taken up doing fun things for easter and such. I dunno what my chem grade is… I have to get a C tho to take the classes that I’m hopefully going to be signed off on registering for in… gah… 1.5 hours. Kait! Ok… Kait… ur starting to push it with all this being mean to me when u screw up stuff. Just for the record, swapping things around to make me look like the bad guy only works when the other person has no self esteem and/or no brain. Unfortunately I have both so ur antics just either amuse me… or piss me off. Lately I’m not easy to amuse. Anyway, I better stop writing so I can trek back to ur room to give u the cell phone u left in my room from the library that I selflessly walked to for no reason other than to see you which u weren’t at as u said you would be. I guess I can’t really hold u responsible for the library thing… u didn’t have a way of contacting me. It’s sad to walk so far not to find u tho. now she’s calling me a fucker. In the words of DM’s and gf’s I know… double you tee eff! I have to get somewhere where I can pick classes before my meeting w/ my adviser. I’ll update when I get sick of work next.

Well, soon I’ll be following Kait to work and doing homework… but I’m taking this time to write in my lj. Obviously. Kait went to get class registration thing signed. I’m semi-sick. About as sick as I ever get which to say so sick that the illness doesn’t actually prevent me from doing anything. It slightly impairs me by making me sneeze and whine about my throat sometimes. My guild is getting pretty into BF:V it looks like. They’ve got their own server and a stat tracker and all… looks cool. So if you play BF:V u should look for the TBH server and such. I dun play currently but Kait plans on getting it once Minerva is fixed and if I like it I’ll get it. Not that I’ll have much time to play until summer. 😛 My chem test that was slated for Monday is now a week later. The class is still going to progress at the normal rate however… he just thinks we’ll all fail for sure if its not pushed back. So basically next we I have to do all the normal work plus make sure I don’t forget anything about the last 3 weeks of that class. Plus we have an extra hard lab to make up for the no lab this week. 😛 They just won’t let up… bastards. John finally got an lj and seems to be complainging quite nicely. I think he’s just mad I beat his score. Kait’s early. I’m leaving. Maybe I’ll write more in the library if I get sick of homework.

Well, I just woke up from a little nap. Been out so I dunno what’s going on. Kait went outside to talk to Dell so I guess the Minerva status thing isn’t fixed. I’m alone in her room. She didn’t like my questions. They were just questions for curiosity sake. I wish I wasn’t so dense at such social matters. Layers to communication elude me far more often than seems typical. She seems to be not to happy… with me or in general. This makes me sad. She said “fuck you” and even I could tell it wasn’t the good way. 🙁 Anyway, I dunno what’s going on so I dunno what’s likely to happen next. Originally there was going to be some working done today… but I was very tired from all the not sleeping previously so I dunno. I’m feeling alrite now. I might be able to get some work done if the enviournment facilitates it. Maybe we’ll go to the library… that’d probably be good. I have to make some headway over the weekend on labs and chem studying. And Friday and tuesday I have chem assignments due. I imagine this one due on Friday is pretty big. 😛 Anyway, if we don’t do work I’ll probably just go to sleep some more. Sleep is not exactly good but it’s not exactly bad. Feels like a waste but it seems to be pretty essential. Kait’s still gone… I miss her. I wish she was sitting out back or something… then maybe I’d be able to hear her thru the window. Anyway, that’s Gene atm. I haven’t read comics for the two days before this… so maybe I won’t today either. Who knows? I’ll shut up now.

147170 destructicons. beat that Mr. Pac-5ux0r. 😛

Kait says I should include this… so w/o further ado and so I don’t forget…

Deeksha: so Gene… you going to be here the rest of the evening
Gene: I don’t have to be… but Kait doesn’t like to move… and I don’t like to leave Kait so…

Yesterday was a busy day, hence the lack of updates. Deeksha appreciates our not stonedness. Good for her. Let’s see… so yesterday I woke up at like 8 to go to the aquarium in Newport (that’s Kait’s home town) which was coo I guess. I died like 7 freaking times playing LoTR on my Gameboy. Legalos is a pussy. I did some stuff there. Cuttlefish are cool looking. Also… don’t be afraid of sharks… they’re cool. Upon return I uh… what did I do? I worked on finishing my D&D character and tried to get Kait and Deek to finish theirs. I had workshop at 5 – 7 which went a little long and nobody went to and it and it was freaking hard. Going to fail my next chem test that’s Monday. Sux0rs. *shrug* Umm… oh yeah… then Kait had an interview so I walked her there and then after the whole D&D gang gathered we played D&D for a while. And then we stopped at like 10:45 and did other things… like lay around… until Deeksha went to work at midnite. After her shift we gathered again to attempt to play at Sharis. But Sharis is being stupid… there were drunk people there and apparently new management that hates poor people. So we left asap and played back in the den of Jocko and Floppy. We played there until like 4:30 and got somewhere. Killing happened. It was cool. I got to sleep at like 5:30ish so I was awake a lot. Then I was the only one of the group that actually had to get up… so I did. Went to all my classes and learned stuff about math and science. I was pretty tired until I didn’t a few integrals… invigorating them. I’ve been keeping a log of what happens in the campaign. I mite post it up here but I mite not. I mean I have enuf crap people have to sift thru to get to anything semi-useful on this lj. If anyone wants me to then just comment or whatever and I’ll put updates of the parties adventures when I get the chance. Uh… so in the near future I plan to maybe eat and/or do homework and/or plan class registration. Maybe I’ll have time to go to the gameroom some and get my Mrs. PacMan on.